I am a weak, close to cancerous cell in this living body of earth. I need to fix that.





I firmly believe that we as humans are not that amazing, we're just the only species that broadcast our accomplishments.
http://www.impactlab.com/2009/04/18/rare-all-female-ant-society-that-reproduces-by-cloning-discovered/comment-page-1/

Next time you look at the night sky, pay attention to the dark instead of the light. Looking at the light is seeing what's already there but looking at the dark is seeing what's to come.

Im not going to go out of my way strike up a deal with the devil, but if i do bump into her on some occasion i would sit down and lend an ear to what she has to say.

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drinking your words
eating your thoughts
smoking your intuition
and
shooting your emotions


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we're making fireworks out of street lights baby and constellations out of these cities.

the cold war is in my house.

Just thinking how strange it is that we never exist as a singular unit. I always knew we were built to depend on each other but its gotten to the point where we are not even a whole being with out the extension of another human being. Being a whole person isn't enough, we need to be a person and a half to feel whole. Maybe it's just always been like that.

Just a thought.



Anyway... poetry.


Oh to live in a dream is all i desire.

To fight in the world with courage instead of fire.

Sometimes, when my mind is racing and i can't fall asleep, i think of you. I ask you "please come lay with me" and close my eyes, squeeze and sigh. Then, for a brief moment i feel you there. Peace comes and i rest easy by your side.

Feeling so inspired right now. Hoping to hold on to it.


I've decided i'm going to learn as much about as many things as i can from now on. Im not going to waste the life i have anymore. I'm going to do everything i've ever wanted to do, wether it be a hobby or profession, ill let that path create itself. At the very least i'm going to put myself out there to do it.


I think im gonna go buy some vinyl tonight.

Current Mood: elated

Today's weird.

Feeling nostalgist lately. Listening to 90's music, trying to figure out what old movies and tv shows i watched on Disney when i was 5.

I've been just being, and it's working out fine.

This world needs to change. And by world i mean humanity. The world itself is always adapting and changing and we need to look to that as an example to live by ourselves. We can't own land, no one owns land, its the earth that we ourselves are so lucky to live upon. But we need to understand that we are only temporary entities here, and that's ok.

We need to start relearning how to adapt. Stop trying to rebuild our beaches and convert paths of waterways, its not ours to do what we please with, just accept that what you were once use to is no longer an option. We need to look back and try to channel more of our nomadic roots into our living arrangements. We as humans need to take more responsibility for our lives instead of trying to live as this giant singular beast we call a "community", because that's not what it is anymore, and it's not working.

Current Mood: contemplative